thank you,

Thank you, for letting me realize who I am. Thank you, for making me realize that I'm worth it. Thank you, for not giving up on me. Thank you, for understanding. And most of all, thank you for loving me.

--You were unmistakeably my first love and I will never forget that. Even though we've both grown apart, both changed, a piece of you will always remain with me. You will always be a part of me because you unknowingly showed me what I deserve and every guy I'm with for the rest of my life will be compared to you--


This past week was definitely a crazy one! Ups and downs. A lot of tears were shed in D1... I think being away for this long has taken a toll on my mother. She misses me just a little too much sometimes. But I love that lady and I wouldn't be the same without her. I'm so thankful that she is in my life. She's the cutest Mother in thee whole world. My very best friend. Taught me everything I know. But, I don't think I could have gotten through this week without my roommates! I love these girls.

This weekend was a fun one. Friday night we all piled in my car and drove to Wal-Mart, bought stuff for s'mores, danced in the parking lot and headed out West for some fun! We attempted to start a fire so we could roast some marshmellows. Little did we know, you can't really start a fire without wood...we had some gas and newspaper--but that doesn't go very far. Anyway, after searching for twigs, we decided maybe sage brush was the way to go. and let me tell you, SAGE BRUSH STINKS!!! Saturday night I made dinner...not too bad for my first time cooking anything that wasn't out of a box :) Then Jessica, Katie and I went up and climbed the Ephraim City water tower with some friends. It was a good time, SO pretty. The stars in Ephraim are incredible. I've missed quite alot of things growing up in the city.

I feel like these next few weeks will again be rough. There are a few decisions headed my way...and I know that I need to make the right ones. Even if it does kill me. But, I have amazing people so close and so far that will be there to help me through it all. And I'll be okay :)

I'm going to be chessey for a second. But I'd like to thank all those out serving our Country! There is no way that I could do what they do. Leaving their families. Giving up a lot of things for this Country. I have so many friends that have given their time and put so much effort into keeping our Country safe and free. I really appriecate it. Thank you again. Especially Central, RJ and Hojo. You are the greatest! Hang in there :) And PLEASE COME HOME SOON!

time for some homework. ♥