Here's to the past & the future

I don't know where to start. I don't know what to say. Yesterday Sidney and I had a pretty good little chat. She and I are quite similar in this situation. We are both with holding information. Information in my case that no one would like to hear. You see, almost a decade ago, I met 3 of the most amazing friends. The four of us were inseperable. I guess the funny thing was...we were in pairs. Tucker and me. Jose and Chelsie. We thought our lives together were perfect. That nothing would ever change that. And boy, were we wrong. Its been almost a decade and our plans definitely have changed. I miss those days. And I sure miss those times :)

I got a new job. Alta View Hospital, here I come! Yesterday I went in to fill out my new hire paperwork and had to get a few shots and get my blood drawn. It was the first time I had ever gotten my blood drawn. I hate needles. Especially when the nurse fills the syringe with the medicine stuff, points the needle up, and squirts it in the air like they do in the movies!! Scared me just a tad, I'll admit. Haha maybe working in medicine will help with that fear, guess we'll see

All my friends are getting married! Its so crazy. I can't believe we're all growing up!! This Saturday, one of my very best friends from high school, Katie, is getting married. I'm so happy she found her guy :) I don't know Cory very well but he seems like a great guy! I can't wait to be a bridesmaid and spend the greatest day of Katie's life with her!! Congrats Katie and Cory! I love ya girl :)

My pops is off to Hawaii for a month to do a job...I'm a little jealous. He gets to see my good friend RJ. But I'm quite excited that RJ will be here in March, June and July! Its been so long since I've seen him. Glad he'll be home to visit for awhile. I need a good friend around. Miss mine in Ephraim.