don't wish your life away.

Growing up your always told, "don't wish your life away" and never really understood why everyone said that. Growing up is fun. Everyday is a new experience. A new challenge. And a different lesson is learned each and everyday, no matter the size.
Lately I've struggled with knowing where I want to be, where I want my life to go, what I want to matter to me and who I want in my life. But, as each day passes I realize that it will all fall into place and everything will work out.

Sid and Tanner will be in town next week! I'm thrilled. I can't wait to see them. It's been a long time! I miss sidney so much. She's been my best friend since I can remember.

I met my aunt Cynthia for ice cream the other day. I can't believe how big Boston is getting and how fast he's grown up, he's almost one! I remember the day that he was born and I went to the hospital and cried when I held him. Cynthia has been such a great example to me throughout my life. She has been through a lot of crazy things and somehow has managed to come out on top and very happy!! I'm so thankful to have her in my life. We'll be the glue for our family :)

Also this last week; Katie, Lexi and I talked on skype. It's been so long since I've seen them and talked to them. Some best friends :) It was so good talking and catching up with them. Laughing with them again. I miss them very much and I can't wait for our date nights to start again! I wish I could go back to school and live with them again. It definitely would be a lot of fun. They seriously are two of the best friends I've ever had. I don't know where I'd be without them.